What a day! So far I’ve had two nights of waking up during the night then getting up at 6:30 to start the day is killing me, I love my sleep but lately it’s been totally off mainly due to back ache and not being able to switch this mash up brain of mine off. It’s been really emotional today where I’ve had to just stay in bed and cry it all out! My saviours were indeed my friends always there for me when I need them, I can honestly say my absolute true friends I can count on one hand! I’ve had a very hard time over the years with trusting the wrong people which in turn stabbed me in the back but the friends now are on a totally different level, I always think I can handle everything that is thrown at me, most of the time I can but I think it’s been such a big build up for me I just exploded, pent up emotions were unleashed with a hurricane of tears which i preferred to a hurricane of words! not so much of a soldier today but as the day went on and I spoke to my friends I actually do feel loads better just need another cup of tea, early night and a good nights sleep here’s hoping for a better day tomorrow.


What’s the koo?

So what’s the koo for today then? Well started off with watching a really good movie called STUPID CRAZY LOVE.. Now I’m no fan of chick flicks or Rom coms I’m more into psychological thrillers but when I saw that the very funny Steve Carell was in this movie I had to watch it and to be fair it didn’t disappoint, mixed up emotions one minute I was laughing my head off next I was crying like a soppy teenager and I totally loved the twist towards the end of the film I definitely recommend a watch.
As you all know I’ve been suffering with my back pain and not been out the house for a week but finally today I put my face on (get to my age and that’s a must) and went out to the local shopping centre, no intentions of buying anything just a wonder around bit of fresh air and all that jazz so just now got in and chilling out waiting for my jacket potato to cook! That’s it really nothing exciting to report apart from blocking an old “friend” from Facebook that I said goodbye to over a year ago and decides to come back for unknown reasons?? Idiot! When we want to put an end to any sort of relationship we make sure we block any form of communication but when we want that relationship to stay around all communications stay open.. That I will talk about another time my dear friends but for now I can hear my spud calling. 🙂